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A Big Decision at Fourteen

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What does the future hold?

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Dealing with the Pain

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Center of Attention

Because of neurofibromatosis, my left leg was malformed. It was longer than my right leg and was continuously growing faster. It was one of the first things noticed by my parents before they found out that was related to neurofibromatosis: whenever I walked or ran, there was a good chance that I’d trip over myself. Aside from being longer my left leg was also bigger than the right leg. From what I understand, the surgery I had when I was four explored the possibility of removing the neurofibromas that were in my leg. I guess, unfortunately, the doctors then found it risky to do anything else and so decided to leave the leg as is. At first, I used normal shoes. To compensate for my legs’ difference in length, may dad would … Read entire article »

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Being Brave at Four

“What is going to happen?” I had wondered to myself. I was 4-years old and I was going to the hospital operating room. They told me that the doctors were going to take a look at something inside my leg. I was trying my best to put my bravest face on. My parents had assured me that I’ll be asleep while the doctors did their work and everything will be alright when I woke up. Dr. Imamura, my Filipino-Japanese pediatrician, came by my hospital bed and gave me a die-cast miniature bus from Matchbox. That took my mind off worrying a bit. Matchboxes were my favorite toys at the time and the bus would be a great addition to my collection. Dr. Imamura smiled at me and told me to be brave like … Read entire article »

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